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I Who Have Nothing
but the comfort of my sins
Created on 2003-06-14 10:23:32 (#1117703), last updated 2004-12-17
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Basic Info| Birthdate: | 04-18 |
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| Website: | You will Never understand |
BioIntersections in real time
The unbroken circle in dimensions of the mind
The tie that binds
The eternal time that defines
The vanity of my insanity in due time
Will shine
Like the night seeds under the moon
The haunted corners of familiar rooms
Yet i'm consumed
With vanishing into thin air
The realization that this shit is my cross to bare
So where
Did I think I could run away to see
The people that decided to leave without asking me
But we
Decide to wait for happier tomorrows
And find someone so they can be
distractions from our sorrows
For my distractions the books of paper
that i've scrawled in
I'm eloquent as summer breeze
and leaves that have just fallen
I crawl in a corner hoping all of this will end
With the knowledge that
love is just another word for revenge
I who have nothing but the comfort of my sins
I who have nothing but the comfort of my friends
As I decay, demons pray above me like a vulture
Ability to endure contradiciton
is a high sign of culture
Verbal sculptures, self defacing
It is not God or lunacy that I am facing
But the erasing of the purity
and passion of my words
The herds of cattle babble on
with talk of the absurd
But I preferred
To walk away from all the feuds
To find my life is more confusing
than a rubic's cube
So i'm subdued
In all my words of verbal prods
To live alone one must be an animal or a God
But it's official
All of my pain is clear as crystal
The natural side of life
has now been seeming artificial
But I can hit you
And rest assured that thats my last word
I could give a fuck about
your secrets and your passwords
I can pass words with the ability to hurt you
Patience is a virtue and knowledge is a commercial
I who have nothing but the pain that I refer to
I who have nothing but the pain that I refered to
Lost among the miracles, I stand alone
And have grown into a being
that's sitting on top of throne
I've known
For many years that I would turn to rust
I find a reason for another breath
Before my return to dust
I become one
with science and mathematics
and the rising of the sun
I'm numb
To all of those who blinded cannot see
The chastiser of the enemy
Perception requires duality
Inspect your soul, the color of coal
inside the body
I have hardly, come across ye who's holy
Send them to the cheribum to control thee
Burning of the sun and frigidness of the cold
The battle field is new but the war is now old
You can never see the merest shadow of a halo
Above the head of an evil jinn
who's deadly like tornado
The world has become an aquarium
Full of gaping fish with murderous smiles
I on the other hand stand on the outside
looking in
Writing down murderous files
I who have nothing but the lack of variation
And I who have nothing but chains and suffocation
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